nothing

the worse i feel
the less i sleep
i need a rest
this is rooted deep
eating me away

and i play it cool
everything's alright
i scream to void
praying for something
not even knowing what
it never comes

a never-ending cycle
wake up eat sleep
never doing anything

expectations betrayed
i'm so sorry
don't worry
all is going to be fine
all i need to do is
rest

i am the best
i can be the best
at nothing
i am doing all i can
it amounts to
nothing
i try to change
nothing
will happen
ever happens