as one

show me your soul
get rid of
all the layers of protection
like a snowball
but in reverse
no objection
this can't get any worse

be raw and fearless
just like you always wanted to be
let the winds
show you what nobody
will ever see
again

told you so

you say it over and over again, friend

you say you're bad, but you don't try to amend

nor your thoughts, nor your actions

do you like those little satisfactions

like the pain in the eyes of those who trusted you

when they realise your words were true?

silence

one and two and three and

step forward

then backward

one and two and three and-

lower your guard

it's not that hard

one and

look around

two and

there's no sound

three and

no one to be found

but you.

deed

the deed was done

in a way that was wrong

but ended better than expected

as a yet another reminder

to not ever trust myself

white rose

two parallel lines will never meet

except if one of them breaks

in a certain way

at a certain angle

and even then

the encounter will last for a moment only

like a prick on the thorn

a drop of blood that colours the white rose

in red

memories

i don't remember

the colour of your eyes

anymore

but i do remember

the way your lips curled

when you were amused

the way your fingers moved

the way you leaned over billiard table

the clinking of eightball

the way my thoughts always crawl

back to you

and your smile

oh, your smile

dream

the water will take it all away

the water will take it all away

the water will take it all away

nothing will stay

but me

steady as a stone

down to the bone

my heart is a flame

i'll win this game

i go through water

with every step, it gets hotter

the river will evaporate

i will defy the fate

but once i burn out

the water will come again

not from earth, not from sky

down my cheeks is the way

it will take

and once i'm empty

i'll ignite

and fight

again

question mark

a question mark marks confusion, the sparks of illusion that's about to break

a question mark shows the deepest worries of a soul, the being as a whole, naked and free

can't you see?

how are you

at the thought of you leaving

i cannot help myself

i already feel lonely

even though you're right in front of me

at the thought of you not needing

me, i cannot help myself,

but be afraid and silent, hoping for

the best, not letting fear consume even more

of me

display of love

to join together, as one

one thing needs to be done

and i am ready, it has begun

you already gave me your soul

and to take your body, i must pay a toll

i need to play a role

i open my eyes

as your heartbeat dies

and our ties

grow stronger

and i am afraid no longer

koi no yokan

(premonition of love)

i met you by chance

never thought it'll end like this

on the first glance

i saw the possibility of bliss