eye of the storm

the painting of your life

is blessed with golden spiral

whilst the chaos from mine is viral

infecting the consciousness, cutting it up like knife

igniting the strife

between heart and mind

in places i alone could never find

whirl of emotions

blown out of proportions

increased by my fears

fed by my tears

never ever stopping

its strength is not dropping

so different from you

and your calm, serene view

in the eye of the storm, i imagine i am not alone

i imagine how's it being with you without knowing what i've thrown

away

in the eye of the storm, i stand, silent

the wind rages around me, i can feel it, it's violent

but i imagine i'm far away, with someone else

while my voice of reason pelts

me with demands, questions, pleas

but in my mind, i am over the hills and seas

what should i do

to get close to you

will it hurt to get out in open space

i think, afraid of change, but then i brace

myself

change terrifies me now.

and i’ll reap what i sow.

but i’ll continue changing

until i stop being

afraid.

i think and i step ahead

with your heaven in front of my eyes

with head full of your lies

from the eye of the storm, i walk away, i won’t be alone

i imagine being with you, knowing what i’ve thrown

away

i feel wind ripping me apart, it’s so violent

but i know, soon, i’ll be somewhere else

while my voice of reason pelts

me with demands, questions, pleas

but, in my mind, i am over the hills and seas

so far away

with you