the shortest day of my life

1.

I was born at midnight. 

I'm still not sure if it counts as the shortest day or a normal day. And is it exactly the same as today is, considering it's the same date, only quite a few years after?

Not like it matters, though.

You know, I really love life. I love breathing, moving, blinking, simply - existing. It's a nice feeling.

2.

When I was younger, I wanted to be a superhero. Like Superman or something like that. But I realized in time that it's impossible. At least for me.

I know people who would make it. And who did. Once upon a time, I envied them. Now I just don't care.

I love life!

That's enough for me.

3.

I find it funny how everyone makes plans for future, like it's certain.

Maybe it's the goals they've set for themselves the thing which makes their future certain; at least for them...?

...that's sad.

We really are pitiable creatures...

4.

My parents... I think they loved me.

If nothing else, they showed affection.

Though, it might be because I was a model student and son.

It was so easy doing that.

Everything was so easy.

There's no challenge.

So I challenged myself to start loving someone, something, anything...

5.

I wonder how's it to be so relaxingly mediocre...

You have new things happen to you every day, you learn new things every day... You get challenged by every day that passes. You get to live.

And... Here am I.

A natural born genius, handsome and born into a wealthy family. 

I've got all the advantages I could get in this society.

So why is life this tedious?

6.

You know, life can get boring.

The mere fact that it'll be there in the future as it is now, as it had been in the past, bores me. 

It's so boring, boring, boring...

I wonder why haven't I ever loved anyone, other than my own body and the life in it?

Ahh...

I don't care, don't care at all.

Who gives a damn.

It's all so boring...

7.

Have you ever heard of a tale that says when the clock ticks midnight, borders between the worlds, human and all the other ones, become a bit thinner?

I wonder if that's how I got into this world...

If I did, it'd be interesting...

And maybe, pretty nice. Who knows.

...soon.

Soon, it'll be midnight...